I Am Healed // 我被治癒了
我們常常問神為什麼祂允許我們經歷那麼多傷痛和試煉。祂當然是愛我們的，不是嗎？So often we ask God why He has allowed us to go through pains and trials? 其中有一個人看見自己得了痊癒，就回來大聲地榮耀神，並且把臉伏在耶穌腳前，感謝他。這人是個撒馬利亞人。耶穌回答說：「被潔淨的不是有十個人嗎？另外九個在哪裡呢？ 除了這個外邦人，難道沒有人回來把榮耀歸給神嗎？」然後耶穌對他說：「起來，走吧！你的信救了你。」 路加福音17：15－19
今天我想起了我得到的四大醫治和復原。 我相信祢是我的醫治者，並會治癒我所有的疾病。 對祢來說，沒有事是不可能的 － 醫治者。Hillsong
我在過去的四年被臉上的嚴重濕疹煎熬著。四年裡，我無間斷地嘗試皮膚科治療、中醫針灸、中草藥和可體松膏藥，但是一點改善也沒有。我常常向阿爸父呼求：“我的臉會永遠這個樣子嗎？我會得到醫治嗎？”在這呼求當中，當我每天都掙扎著看到自己在鏡子裡的模樣，我感受到祂對我的愛 – 無論我的外表如何，我可以選擇相信祂對我的愛。神的眼光可是很深遠的，醫治在祂的時間安排下將會到來，這只是將會發生的事的一部分。今天，我的濕疹完全被治癒了！到底發生了什麼事？祂的心意是什麼？祂把我那虛榮的心改變為一顆能透過我們美麗的創造者而看見真善美的心。
我不再害怕看見鏡子裡的自己，我能看著自己並大聲說我是美麗的，因為祂創造了那麼美好以及那麼敬畏祂的我⋯⋯ 我被治癒了，謝謝 那是2001年裡平凡的一天。那天早上，我起床後發現我的視網膜脫落。基本上我的右眼局部眼瞎，到現在，我也不知道病因。兩次激光手術後，我的情況變壞，最終要入住醫院。在一位城中最好的專家主診下，我的視網膜復位手術很成功，可是往後的一個月我不能外出，要時常腹臥在按摩床上。到底祂對我的心意是什麼？祂往我那焦急憂慮的心裡注入了平安。為了打開我心的雙眼、為了讓我更了解祂。當我的朋友都在放暑假時，我被帶領到一個讓我能靜止的地方，去領會祂是神、祂與我同在。我的視力百分百復原了－100％，而後來我的視網膜也再沒有脫落了！讚美神！ 我被治癒了，謝謝 有一年，我曾經有過心跳加速的症狀。 心跳加速包括不穩定的心跳，通常每分鐘超過100下，甚至於達到每分鐘400下。
在這些加速的情況下，心臟不能有效地把充滿氧氣的血液傳送到身體各部分，這會引致頭暈、休克以及胸口抖動的症狀。 讚美主！自我搬來香港後，我再沒有心跳加速的情況了。 我被治癒了，謝謝 我從前在加拿大的時候，我常常都會偏頭痛，在痛中的我整天無能為力去做任何事情。我現在住在香港，一個壓力比較大的城市，我預期偏頭痛會經常發生。 但讚美主，自我搬來香港後，偏頭痛一次也沒有發生過。 我被治癒了，謝謝 所有榮耀都歸於神。 我不單止得到身體上的治癒，我也得到了身為一個女人、一個女兒的心靈修復。 謝謝祢治癒了我。那是一份多麼奇妙的禮物！！！！
“Now one of them, when he saw that he had been healed, turned back, glorifying God with a loud voice, and he fell on his face at His feet, giving thanks to Him. And he was a Samaritan. Then Jesus answered and said, ‘Were there not ten cleansed? But the nine—where are they? Was no one found who returned to give glory to God, except this foreigner?’ And He said to him, ‘Stand up and go; your faith has made you well.’” - Luke 17:15-19
Today I was reminded of 4 major areas of healing and restoration. I believe You’re my healer. And heal all my disease Nothing is impossible with you – Healer. Hillsong.
For 4 years, I’ve suffered with a terrible case of eczema on my face. For four years it was a cycle of dermatologist visits, chinese acupuncture, chinese herbal medicine and cortisone creams. There were no improvements. I would often cry out to Abba. “Will I be this way forever? Will I ever be healed?” But in the midst of this, daily as I struggle to even look at the reflection in the mirror, there was a gentle assurance of His love for me: that no matter how I looked on the outside, I can choose to trust in His love for me. God’s eyes look much much deeper. Healing will come in His time. This will be a part of something much much bigger.
And surely as of today, I AM HEALED completely from the eczema. What is that bigger picture? What was His heart for me? He replaced my vain heart to one that sees beauty through the eyes of a Beautiful Creator. No longer do I fear the reflection in the mirror, but I can look at myself and say I’m beautiful because I am fearfully and wonderfully made… I AM HEALED THANK YOU
It was a typical day in 2001. I woke up one morning with a case of Retina Detachment (you can look it up on google). Basically, it left my right eye partially blinded. Until now, I still do not know the cause of it. Even after two laser surgeries, things got worse and eventually I was admitted to the hospital and came out from a very successful surgical operation for reattachment of my retina by one of the best specialists in town. This led to a month of house arrest and bedridden life, sleeping on my tummy on a massage table.
What was His heart for me? He replaced my anxious soul with His peace. To open the eyes of my heart, to know Him more. While my friends were all having their summer vacation, there I was, brought to a place to be still and know that HE IS GOD. He is with me. My eyesight has fully recovered – 100% and I have not had another detachment since.
Praise the LORD! I AM HEALED. THANK YOU
For over a year I suffered from a mild case of Tachycardia: Tachycardia is a fast or irregular heart rhythm, usually more than 100 beats per minute and as many as 400 beats per minute. At these elevated rates, the heart is not able to efficiently pump oxygen-rich blood to your body. This can cause dizziness, lightheadedness, or a fluttering in the chest. Praise the Lord. I haven’t had an episode since I came to HK. I AM HEALED. THANK YOU
Back in Canada, I used to get regular episodes of migraines which left me paralyzed for the rest of the day from doing any work. Now that I’m living in HK, which is a much more stressful city, I expected to get migraines regularly. Praise the Lord. I haven’t had one episode of migraines since moving to HK. I AM HEALED. THANK YOU.
ALL GLORY TO GOD. Not only have I received physically healings, but also restoration as a woman, a daughter. THANK YOU FOR HEALING ME. ‘Tis a wonderful gift!!!!
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